...will kill you.

i was in an angry mood some time ago (ages ago) and so i turned up my music until my ears hurt so badly. then after that i felt calmer.

the whole theme of hiding the real emotions and feelings behind a smile.. futile of course, because first of all it's poisonous to you, and to everyone else.

i know it's bad for my hearing. i think i will go deaf and blind early.

oh well..

mediums used: poster paint and chinese calligraphy ink.

Nothing feels better than painting with chinese ink and using the chinese brush pens, mostly because it feels so smooth and the image gets onto the paper without a fuss. i tried to do the same in silver poster paint (using the same brush) on black paper and was not so successful.