just a review on my life.

looking back at the wishlists, the old journal entries.. the rants, the down times.. i have a lot to be thankful for. thankful for even the worst times in my life (and the bad to come.. to think about it) because well, life would be too different without them. and let's face it, a little bit of misery in our lives can be entertaining and comforting sometimes. haha. and also i as a real pig back then. come to think of it, theres a little bit of piggyness in us all isn't there? that still makes me a bit of a pig then... =/

i did manage to fulfill a wishlist, so that's a good thing.

as much as i am not too sure about it, i do think that my art is slowly getting better. ive also come to the realization that i should be happy with my art in whatever *stage* it is in. if it's a childish stage, then let it be. why not? after all, when i get older, i don't want to regret and say it was something i never got to try out even though i wanted to.

i suppose i could say that looking back, life has been going up and down just as it should, and maybe right now im feeling pretty content. who knows.. tomorrow maybe something will happen that will make me really pissed off? i don't care about all that. i don't have to know and i don't want to.

so..art wise i am working on something at the moment. lately ive realized that im starting to prefer drawing bigger things on bigger paper. im no longer really satisfied with small doodles. same goes for crafts. sort of anyway.